Never let me do..

I had a sister, never met a girl so down and depressed,
I guess I did it all her life I loaded her chest/
I guess I put the hate there,
living like it's not there /
wishing I could share everything that is not here.

I use to make her frown though called her all type of hoes...
I disrespected her like I didn't know / put my hands on her.
I wrote her a letter and told her that I loved her an all-
she ripped it up in sent it back to me and told me to crawl...
I felt like begging no exception
God taught me a lesson
"Put your hands in people face isint gone to get you any blessings"

I stop stressing and started to feel what my family felt,
my moms cried in told that I'm hurting her health,
hurting myself, look to God because there is nothing else.
So never let me do anything that would make you look down on yourself.