Losing My Soul...

When will I get better, when will it end?
When in my life will people listen to me?
When will I have enough misery to see?
When can I never again have to pretend?

My life is out of control!
I'm losing my mind!
My life is far behind,
And I'm losing my soul!

I'm losing my soul...

Right now, hoping it will ever end,
Right now, hoping that people listen to me,
Right now, holding too much misery to see,
Right now, what else can I defend....

My life is in a hole
I'm loosing my mind!
My heart is confined,
Now black like charcol...

The words I longed to hear, unsaid...
My life is out of control!
I'm loosing my soul,

Now I wish I was dead...