Dream

We close our eyes and we let our imaginations run wild,
We look back to the days when we were just a mere child,
We look through the heartbreak... Through the sadness,
Trying to find the difference between illness and madness,

We mourn each passing day as more of a curse than a blessing,
Yet we never let anyone else know.. We never start confessing,
But when the next day comes.. Sometimes we regret what was spoken,
As the day before is remembered.. We left their hearts broken,

We hide away... In the darkness of this night,
Ignoring the feelings we get of horror and fright,
We close ourselves up.. Emotions all locked up inside,
Ignoring the whispers and living with false pride,

Yet everytime it rains.. We go to the door,
Forgetting the chains and the lock before,
We venture outside.. Letting the tears fall free,
As we let God hear our final, small plea,

Whether it was heard or not.. Im afraid I do not know,
As my last thought is left somewhere in the ice and the snow,
That night it was very cold.. When I ventured outside,
I cant really remember what happened... But I guess.. I died.