waiting for darkness

No forgivance in planning
what i am to do
So sharp a blade I'm holding
Just to watch it all seep through

Can't gaze on a mirror
For the pain it may add
Shattered glass is only clearer
My image breads down
Tears of loathing, eyes of fear

Alone, imprisoned to my own mind
Let the blame fall in my own hands
Only i could have make me this way
Stuck in darkness one more day
I hold the end in sight

Waiting, still waiting
The light to go away
No dread... anticipating
make this one my last day
the stars will not bring hope
just let me fade with the sun
won't be seen with the dawn
Will you even know?