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It wont stop revolving
This door of my faults
I cant stop replaying
The things that I've done

During the day its best pushed back
But in the night it creeps forward
Like a choking vine of desperation
Reminding me of all the hurt and sorrow

My throat tightens with emotion
My eyes sting from tears shed
My heart clenches as if being squeezed
into nothing but a ball of pain

It never lasts very long
But it always seems
So much longer then it really is

With you I felt safe and loved
But you think that I betrayed
I cant express the emotion
I cant stop these tears

Forgiveness is not an option
And neither is the black solitude
I so desperately seek
from my own thoughts

Its so easy to just pretend
That this will all pass
But I can't look forward
When I keep looking back