No More Tears to Cry

within my life,
inside my dreams,
death and horror hear my screams

through life itself,
with blood shot eyes,
this is my cry, my suicide

one last tear,
one final scream,
another death,
no more pain

shattered bottle; broken life,
one more lie
with endless cries.

numb with pain
so done with life
no more tears
one blood stained knife.

another scab
another scar
an end to this eternal war.

with one last breath,
reality strikes,
i watch myself,
through my own eyes

a helpless cry
a senseless scream
I'm so far from everything

i feel as though
i cannot stop
i cant control my mind or thoughts

there it lies,
a razor blade,
it holds my life
my one last day

with no thinking,
no sense at all
i grab the blade; begin to fall

i place the blade
against my wrist
i swallow hard and push it in

it slides across
one simple stroke
the blood drops form and hit the floor

my world grows dark,
my life at end
i drop the blade from blood stained hands

no more horror,
no more cries
no more pain and
no more lies