Love That Is Hollow,Is Hard To Swallow

Sitting in my own personal hell,
dreaming of the beauty that lies in your smell.
The first time I kissed you I never felt so great,
my imagination ran wild as I'm forced to wait.
I pull you closer hoping to never let go,
love is all I got I might as well let it show.
Your voice is like a symphony that replays in my mind,
I search for the lyrics but they are so hard to find.
Kiss me softly,touch me roughly,but take it one step at a time,
I'll answer in gestures because i could not find a rhyme.
Death doesn't scare me but i don't wanna die alone,
it was a new realization when I awoke and u were gone.
I'll cry these blood stained tears until your with me,
the film is removed from my eyes and I can clearly see.
I wrote this poem to let you know how I felt,
maybe with the next kiss I can make your heart melt.
I know you hate to see this end but at some point it has to,
I'll end it with a goodbye and I love you.