happy

Happy



As I dream of deadly rage, I slowly fall within this cage,
The cage of fear to put me down, deep within the life I’ve found,
I slip away from all my friends, and ask you if this ends,
As I fade away from what is me, tell me if I was happy.

Tell me if by hate I fell, and if I will live a life in hell,
Or if by love I could become, a friend or foe to some,
To the fields of flowers I will go, but they are dead under the snow,
For my heart is made of stone, tell me if I was happy alone.

Slip to sleep and dream again, if only dreams weren’t full of sin,
The candles sit above my grave, yet I sleep within the waves,
Broken down from right to wrong, proving that I am not strong,
Without you here my body frail, am I happy in this jail.

I sit and think without a brain, for broken by the endless pain,
From all the things I did for you, and now your gone what’s there to do,
Alone I stand inside this storm, wishing I could feel your warmth,
But cold the rain upon my face, tell me if I fell from grace.

Tell me if I could see you once more, or if this life I’ll live forever more,
I have slipped away from love, and now I see this dying dove,
Could you be the air I breathe, and now I do not want to leave,
So please tell me, when am I happy.

I fear that what you say could be true, because I do believe in you,
And I know you would not lie, or you would make me die,
As time goes on we fade away, but could I see another day,
I miss you love before I hate, that in the end I et my fate.