The Former Coagulate

This beating inside. Cant stop it. I've tried.

Forget all the screaming. The passing of time.

Forever is waiting. Becoming my life.

The silence breaks me. My own mind will forsake me.

I don't feel like trying anymore. I will never see the shore.

Drowning until the end of the days.

I see them dressed in white. But still dark as night.

They take me from this place.

No kicking or screaming, this time I comply.

It's so easy to see when you're blind.

Please don't tell a soul......that I have ended up here.

I've lived for this moment...when things become clear.

But no one should know while this pain can still grow.

If I can have nothing then no one can hurt me.

I will not return. Withdraw your concern.

I will stay here always. Until the end of the days.

Please kill this pain.