The Oceans of Tears

I'm stuck in a cage, but not like any jail
I don't understand where I've failed,
Everything, everyone had betrayed me,
Deaf they were to my problems, they could not see

This sadness spreads through my veins like venom,
The tears I cry, falling like leaves in bitter autumn
Nothing to hold me in place, nothing to love
Just nothing... except the stormy skies above...

The seas I've cried, the oceans of tears,
Of my worst regrets, of my greatest fears,
My life is gone, I'm in so much pain
Plunged in eternal dark that will never wane...

Why do I deserve this?
Where did I go amiss?
What is wrong with me?
Don't fit in with everybody...

I shout, I cry, but they cannot hear
Ice pierces my heart, like a frozen spear
In the horrors of the present, the ghost of my past
I wonder how much longer I can last...

The times I've cried, the seas of tears,
Of my worst regrets, of my greatest fears,
Sadness is all I have now, it's all I'll ever know
Thrown in a nightmare that will never go ...

The seas I've cried, the oceans of tears,
Of my worst regrets, of my greatest fears,
My life is gone, I'm in so much pain

I'm nothing without you...

And I'm going insane...