Oxyvicacodine

There's something funny about drug use and the effects it has on the outsiders looking in. The pinned pupils. The nodding off. The never-ending itching. The uncontrolable anger. The intense libido. I didn't sign up for this. This wasn't what/who I pictured when I thought of the 'man of my dreams'. It was under control and done away with...and now it's back. In full force and I'm scared. I'm so scared. He says I have nothing to worry about...but I do. Him. I'm supposed to be planning our wedding...but I just can't. I simply just can't.