my pain

MY pulse races and the urge becomes known,

The harmimg of myself leaves a releas otherwise unknown,

The tension builds up in every fibre of my being,

The tension i can feel i know needs releasing,

I know what i do will never be right,

But it is very hard to fight this fight



The knife becomes closer

the blade goes to cut

but i realise i don't need this so much



Tears roll down my face and my heart slowly breaks

I realise this is to much no more i can take

I grab this fealing with all my strengh

And i hope i can cope another day

The lights go out i close my eyes

On all the things ill always despise

I see the person that broke my heart

I realise i can't join her and were never apart

She will be here in spirit night and day

The years aernt to long for us to recreate

What we had on earth a chain of love

Thats always bound

She will always be around

stacey

xx