Can't Let Go

Not very long ago,
in a time not too far from here,
we were kids, growing up, together
we grew each smile and shed each tear.

Upseperateble, almost as if married.
I looked up to you, you were my start
each day, every hour's every minute.
Almost as if 'Until death do us part'.

The thought waters my eyes,
as your face covers my mind.
I'm still busy searching
searching, you, I cannot find.

I think it finally hit me,
It is finally becoming clear.
My long, endless search,
is finally ending here.

Laying down, I shut my eyes,
Waiting for my dream to start.
Facing reality wakened me more:
Death really did do us part.

My dear sister, what can I say?
You were everything to me.
You're my light in a dark tunnel,
my extra eyes to help me see.

Now you're gone, and I'm still here.
I should be strong, I know.
But I can't, your memory serves too well.
I just can't, I just can't let go.


(Thank you for reading this. Please excuse any punctuation or spelling mistakes as I am not native English).