Heartsick

My heart, it once was whole,
A place of love and joy,
There was no key,
For there was no door,
No reason for fear,
But that's no more.

I let you in,
I let you stay,
You made my heart
A warmer place.
I loved you dear,
And I loved you strong,
But my heart is weak,
Now a hole is torn.

You are everything I want,
And everything I hate,
I trust you with my life,
Only now behind this gate.

Maybe I'll move on,
Maybe I'll open the door,
I need you here, so silly of me,
You've hurt me once before.

I love you, and I'll keep you,
That's not the issue here,
What hurts the most, is how I trusted,
And you left me here in tears.

~Sha~