The world from my eyes

Would you believe the world through my eyes, or would you take my words lightly. This feeling I have I just can't explain. For a long time now I have been a man, but yet now I am truly tested in my manhood. All my life I been poor and straight from the hood; so I wonder about my life what's really good. Before I was just living, sometimes here and sometimes there, but now there's a new essence in the air. The possibility of a new creation; once filled with frustration but replaced by admiration. Truth is I can't explain this feeling I have, its overwhelming and breathtaking. Sometimes I find myself shaking at the thought of this new sensation. I am still young in my years yet I feel like its been a lifetime amongst my peers; year after year, its the same old feelings except in different orders. But these new feelings have surpassed those borders. No longer do I feel half alive and half dead. My emotions are erupting in my head as someone once old said; Once you have created a new life you shall see life as new like never before. And now I ponder to myself, that I finally have a true reason to live. So I say to all, that there is no other feeling more real than this feeling I have about the new life that I have created. So with this feeling in mind, can you see the world through my eyes?