My Final Good-bye

I know I've said this over and over again
I just always wished this would play
out differently in my head.
I gave you so much of me
And all I wanted in return was honesty.

Good-bye to my summer rain
Good-bye to these feelings of pain
Good-bye my first love
Good-bye my everything
Good-bye

I want to wake up in the morning
with no thoughts of you.
I want to go through the day
with a smile on my face
and mean it.
At night I want to
lay my head down to sleep
and have no dreams
of you waiting for me,
but first I have to say

Good-bye to my summer rain
Good-bye to these feelings of pain
Good-bye my first love
Good-bye my everything
Good-bye

You are out of my life
and that is how it must stay.
While I wait in fear of
you coming near and
taking all of my strength away

When you are here
I lose the me that I hold dear.
So this is it
here it goes
while it leaves me in tears.

Good-bye to my summer rain
Good-bye to these feelings of pain
Good-bye my first love
Good-bye my everything
Good-bye