lost again.

Here again
Deep in thoughts,
Lost in wondering-
Plagued by unwarranted insecurity.
Here again
Staring at the trees,
Trying hard to focus-
Stranded in my confusion.
Lost in my mind...
Here again
Sitting all alone,
Watching birds fly-
Questioning myself.
Here again
In a place I've been many times before,
But this time it's different...
Depression hasn't lead me here,
Loneliness didn't coax me down this path-
Only thought
Only questions
Only change.
Something is different
Here again-
Filled with unanswered questions.