Why aren't you proud?

With you there’s no winning
It’s always my fault
I’m never good enough
And I pretend to act tough
But inside I’m screaming
A cry you can’t hear
But to me it’s so loud
‘Why aren’t you proud?’
Why don’t you care?
What have I done wrong?
Why can’t you smile?
Every once in a while?
With you there’s no winning
It’s always my fault
And my scream grows ever loud
‘Why aren’t you proud?’