feeling lost

I feel as though my walls are falling
And I'm lying vulnerable in the mess
My loved ones are only watching
As I clutch and attempt to escape my nightmare
The sun, I no longer can see
A smile, is just too much for me
I'm hurting, and there's no one that will help
It's stressful, but I can't see a way out
When I shake and sob before bed
I think of what they've all said
I try to put it out of mind
But i'm truly in a bind.
Will this tempest soon be gone?
Or will my turmoil simply stay.
I need someone to hold me tight
And make the worries go away.