Seven years

Anger is a bitter pill
I have no more anger towards you,
but I don't want to be with
you,.
Its not fair,
You made me feel so old,
so unappealing,
you looked past me,
and looked at other women,
with lust in your eyes,
I am tired of your incessant lies.
Do you think I am a idiot?
That I cannot see?
I almost lost me.
Oh you came back on your knee,
when you were caught,
and my love, you finally sought.
Was I just your safe place?
The one woman,
that loved you,
with a perfect love,
I thought you loved me the same,
I was too trusting,
I am the one to blame.
I was seething inside that
you found another woman,
you stomped upon my love
like it meant nothing to you,
your excuse? I didn't clean the house,good
enough for you,my grandchildren were over to much,
it made you blue,
You made me wild with jealousy,
wild with your lies,
now I sit amazed,
I never thought it would
end,
like this.I didn't deserve this,
I am a beautiful woman,
that loved too much.