I am waiting...

I've been awaiting you're return,
for what seems like an eternity.

I've craved your'e existence,
for what seems to be non ending.

I've been dead for so long,
because I turned my back on you.

I didn't spend much time with you,
because I never really showed that I cared.

You were always one step behind me,
but I never turned around to look you in the eyes.

You showed me things about life,
but I was blind all the time.

I am the one who started to fade,
and I almost turned into stone.

I am the one who stabbed you in the heart,
when you were only trying to help.

Life has a tendency to make you see things the other way around,
and I blamed you for all my discomfort and hate I had.

Life can put you in a position that you don't want to be in,
yet i blamed you for all my sadness and pain.

So I'm asking you now for forgiveness,

I'm asking you now for remorse,

I'm asking you now for the pity I don't deserve,

I'm asking you now to overwhelm me once more,

I'm asking you now to embrace me,



and I'm asking myself...Where did love go?!