The point of no return

The dream of dreams, the impossible joke
Lust had caught me, lust would not let me go
Stuck fast in the idea of a love that could never be
Reaching out ever searching for the glimmer of returned affection
Never grasping the idea of her rejection
Wanting, needing that one moment that would never come
Days turned to months and months turned thier back on me
Now the north wind blows through the memories, howling for attention
That brown eyed girl.