Pain

We are together if you haven't heard,
The news I am sharing it isn't absurd,
He tells me he loves me then runs off to help.
He leaves me in pain and it's not any joy.

The pain I feel when he leaves me alone,
Is like taking a damn hit from someone ten times my size.
I guess I must suffer now all on my own,
He says he'll always be there for me in my misery.

Yet my misery comes when he has to leave,
So how can he truly be there for me?
It feels like my heart has been shattered,
My eyes to be run dry.

Is this feeling of hell running through me,
Trying to tell me something?
Do I love him or should I leave those thoughts be?
I guess as long as I'm with someone these feelings shall no fucking fling.

Well no that I've greived little by little,
I feel like I am half out of the way of this cloud,
That I'm not being swallowed my this sorrowful shourd,
And my heart won't be a damn burning hell!