plagued by ones self!

I Tried to fall asleep for hours,

Thoughts of you plagued every moment of the desperate attempt to ease the pain,

Pain of the waking world.

I thought that You were gone from my heart long ago.



When ever I travel back to that time in my life,

You are the only person who I long to see again.

Why is it someone who was never really mine,

the only one who needed to be?



You torment my soul and you never even knew you had my heart!

I wish I could hate you, But I never will.

You are freedom, and I need it,

More than I need the air in my lungs.



No! not more, you are the air I breath,

The earth I walk, You are everything.

You are my love and hate.

You are me!