We Believe

Shaking violently from the inside out,
from the dephts till it spews from my mouth.

What are these?
Goosebumps mixed with fear,
develope and cover and take over the sounds in my ears.

Riding, constantly pulsating,
enjoying the drizzle of the ripples over my clammy skin,
my hairs stand as it begins.

Tightly closing these tired eyelids,
please induce my meds.

My mind soaks in this blazing sensation,
its almost like masterbating.
With a jolt it threatens,
demanding to hurl itself from my being,
god damn its a nightmare, feels like a dream.

All in the blink of an irreversable star,
it says I have been brought to the surface,
set me free
it can't be far.

Loosen these hot steel chains
and tear down walls
struggling with muscle strain fatique
this solitary world will drive any man insane.

What?
Tears crying,
my stomach is in a knot
you found the true me where others could not.

Ripping through his body and mind
tortured tormented searching him, his soul and heart
everything in between
let us out
its blood curding scream.

Its litteraly fucked up how every one had us to believe
but it is I, us that always managed to get beat bloody and mangled
asking them to leave.

But we still believe