My law of attraction

The law of attraction

I recently made a new friend. It was like we have been knowing each other for years. We were inseparable and we were always having lots of fun together. One evening we were at my place laying down on my bed talking as always. She suddenly told me she liked me and hoped it wouldn't change anything between us. Now I am not homophobic or something like that so of course it wouldn't change anything.

But from then on I received a kind of special treatment and she started to take advantage of the situations. She would hug me frequently and kiss me tenderly on my cheek, forehead or hand. Sometimes she would do a kind of super obvious flirt act on me and laugh after that to alter her actions for people who hadn't had the slightest idea of her meaning. So I grew a habit of kissing her on cheek and playing along with her flirtatious play. And boy, did she notice.

The word sexy escaped more and more from her lips and she was flirting more then usual. She would take some intentional, rather seductive actions towards me and stopped then all of a sudden. She'd even kissed me on the lips, caught me off guard and the worst is I kind of enjoy this scene. The whole thing, she being attracted to me, I enjoy it all.

She wasn't the first girl to 'like' me but being attractive to girls is so different. On the one hand I'm attractive for both girls and guys, thinking about it this way boosts my ego a lot. Don't get me wrong I haven't got the slightest attitude because of it, it's just the way I look at it instead of thinking; eeewwhh maaahhh gaaawwwd girls are liking me how gross, like guys used to think about gay guys. On the other hand I came to think, since I enjoy her behavior and her being attracted to me, I might be attracted to her.

I am totally straight but I think that her behavior made me attracted to her. Maybe you will understand it if I put it this way; think about a person who admitted that he or she is attracted to you and even though you don't like that person in any sense of attraction, he or she knows how to make you feel good. And with that I don't mean the 'You-are-my-everything' and 'Oh-my-god-can't-live-without-you' kind of actions. I'm talking about stroking you tenderly or hugging you sweetly, kissing you lovingly or even cherishing you, thus the rather suggestive actions. It only seems natural that when someone acts like that and it being very pleasant, you might get attracted to that person, whomever it may be.

You don't have to be or become gay or bisexual due your attraction. As long as you realize how attraction is playing a role in your life. And that there will always be a opportunity to be honestly attracted to a person. As for me, I think I am honestly attracted to her. Am I straight? That's a whole other question, which in my opinion involves love. If I would go further with her, for now I know it would just be an occasion due to my attraction to her, not girls in general.

That is how I experienced the law of attraction.