September '09

I mock my own words as my thoughts dance circles around my anticipation.
-September, Idk, 2009

This feeling rises up from the pit of my soul,
As I begin to embrace this feeling so whole; I am fulfilled now more than ever.
This raw bliss,
This pure straight edged ecstasy; whatever I call it now,
It is now forever apart of me.

These mangled butterflies are fighting for a way out.
--September 4, 2009

So I've come to realize and to see,
Everyone I meet is apart of me.
Either in some small or immense way,
I give myself away every single day.
It’s the way to go about my life,
Because without sacrifice I wouldn't call this life.
I would be just another person waiting to die,
Just another person living a lie.
---September 12, 2009

I dreamt so deeply of being awake,
but woke up realizing my mistake.
My peaceful dream was disturbed,
by screeching fingernails and whispered words.
Adrenaline pumping through my viens,
Jenna must be going insane.
Eerie and fury blend into one,
As my fatigue went for a run.
I was stuck, curled up there waiting,
For that amazing dream to come back.
The memory of it was already fading,
as I laid there wondering "what the fuck was that?!"

*The one above is inspired by a prank my friends played on me. They came to my house at like 2:40 in the AM while I was sleeping, and started banging and scraping my walls and yelling! I was very unimpressed at the time!

----September 26, 2009