With my Daddy in the woods

i met up with Daddy again this evening, being a little bit late because of some errands my mom asked me to do. we met up at the same place, and this time around, i wasnt as nervous as the first time. i was comfortable. before i left home, my Daddy instructed me to bring my camera and my toy.

we walked through the dark park with my Daddy's hand right hand pulling my thick, long hair back, and his left hand holding me prisoner by his chest. he led me through the park, occasionally pinching my nipple. we got to an area that had a bench with a table (it was one of those picnic-like tables you see in parks), and he sat down and showed his back to me. he had had a long day doing some manual labor, and was worn out. earlier this month, i had offered to give him a back rub. and this evening was a perfect opportunity to show him i had skills other than being a good fucktoy.

so i gave him a rub-down, starting from the base of his neck, and worked my way down to his coccyx (omg i cant remember how to spell that). for those of you who dont know what that is, its the scientific word for tail bone. lol maybe my awful spelling confused you on its definition...yes?

well anyway, he was tense. so i kneeded the tense muscles, working my way from the base of his neck, down to his shoulders and shoulder blades, to his latissmus (sp?) dorsi, down to his coccyx (sp?). the entire time, i could hear my Daddy groaning at how good it felt, and how good my hands felt. this went on for a good...20mins...ish?

after that, he asked me to just scratch his back. i could tell by the goosebumps all over his back that he was just enjoying this. at the same time i did this for him to help ease the tension from his sore muscles, we talked about religion, and then it went to history, and a little on politics. lol well, first the judicial system and how fucked up it is, THEN politics. after a while, he turned to face me. i was totally going to say something relative to politics and foreign policy, but Daddy stuck fingers inside me, making me forget wtf i was going to tell him. lol i believed he got much pleasure from that, being able to render me speechless...hahaha! to be honest, thats a pretty hard feat on its own, to render me speechless...

so anyway, the massage had just ended, and he turned towards me, and stuck a finger in side me. he twirled it around inside me, taking my breath away. he also pulled me close to him, holding me as his finger mercilessly tore me up inside. he continued to tease me, playing with my clit, making it incredibly sensitive. i didnt think that would be even remotely possible, since he always tells me to play with myself and make myself ALMOST cum, up to five times with no release, and to call him up afterwards, and he would tell me if it was time for me to cum.

after a few minutes, he inserted more than one finger. it felt like he had attacked my pussy with four fingers. i yelled, and dug my nails on his shoulder. i would have bitten his other shoulder, but thats just asking for a punishment! he continued to shove his fingers inside me, my moans from earlier turning more savage with each thrust. i didnt know if i wanted to encourage him by thrusting my hips, or if i wanted him to stop. it felt so remarkably good! i felt a little bit overwhelmed, i almost wanted to cry from the sheer pleasure of what his fingers were doing to me. it made me want him. BAD. DESPERATELY.

after that, he pulled his fingers away from me, and he grabbed the toy that he had ordered me to bring along. he then slowly inserted it within me. i leaned back a little to give him an easier access. he then pulls me towards him, and adjusts my lace thong to hold the toy in. now, this toy is not too big. its around 7" long, but super skinny; maybe about 2-3" in circumference. he then ordered me to sit up, and i feel my toy go so deep inside me, it felt like it bruised my cervix. i yelped, and told him that it hurt.

he took mercy on me, and moved my thong to the side, and slowly, he fucked me with my toy. so the moans and groans that escaped my throat from when his fingers fucked me mellowed a little from pain/pleasure to just pleasure.

after a few minutes of that, he pulled out my toy, and ordered me to stand up. feeling a little shaky, i stood, my knees felt weak. i never thought it was possible for my knees to feel weak from just sitting down, but they did. after clearing my head a little, i was curious as to how many fingers he really put inside me, so i asked him. two, he said. TWO?!??!!?!? i looked at him like he grew 15 heads and tentacles were coming out from his ears. i couldnt believe it! TWO?!?!?!?!?! it felt as if i was about to be ripped apart by JUST HIS FINGERS! he then asked me how i was going to be able to take all of him inside me... and for the first time, i answered that i didnt know.

he pulled me towards him, and turned me around so my back faced his. he gathered my hair, pulled all of it back, and pulled my head upward. with his free hand, he fondled my left breast, pinching my nipple. he then guides me to walk. we pass this small bridge as he fondles he, and we arrive at the woodsy area he had taken me to before. only this time, it was darker than the last time. it was so dark, that if i walked thru it whether my eyes were opened or closed, the vision in front of me would not have made a difference. fear started to creep up within me. this time, it was a different fear. it wasnt nerves and excitement. it was pure fear. not of him, but of the dark; of what lay beyond where my eyes could see. thoughts of frightening things raced through my head. how many people have been discovered murdered in this area? if i walked a certain path, will i get lost? and if i get lost, how will i be found? what restless spirits reside within the shadowy veil of darkness that surrounded these towering trees? what unearthly spectre will i disturb if i step on its final resting place? all this time, Daddy was urging me to move forward, and i kept stopping. i knew my fear wasnt rational, and that if i should have been afraid of anything, i should have been afraid of what might happen if i walked through the dark shadows with Daddy. but no. i was afraid i might stumble upon a ghost. :-/

Daddy was patient. he walked me to the opening of the woods, and i sought comfort in this tree. it was a fairly young tree, one whose trunk i was able to easily wrap my arms around. he then turned me around, and my mind started panicking. having my back towards the dark woods definitely did not do anything to calm my wandering mind and ever-growing paranoia. he fondled my breast, and even started flicking at my nipples. it hurt, but it was a welcomed distraction from what lay behind me. afterwards, he turned me around.

he then inserted a finger up my butt hole, and for a moment, i forgot about how dark it was. he then whispered to me if i wanted to play with him, and i believe i said yes. he then walks into the woods a few feet, and he was out of my sight. he then calls over to me, telling me to walk towards him. i squinted my already-small eyes to see if i can see something within the veils of darkness that lay before me, and i saw no evidence of him. i didnt think my fear could rise before that very moment, but again, i was proven wrong. the hairs on the back of my neck rose, sending chills down my spine. an overwhelming sense of "run away!" gripped me, and at the same time, had rendered me frozen, hugging this tree as if it were going to save me from whatever evils lurked within the darkness of the forest. i could hear him calling for me, but all i could do was whisper that i couldnt walk any further. panic started to eat at me, with my paranoia taking over whatever common sense i had within me. tears threatened to spill down my cheeks.

Daddy then came back for me, encouraging me to walk into the woods. i was afraid. not of him. not even of getting hurt, or possibly dying. i was afraid of what i couldnt see, or even hear. i was afraid of the darkness that loomed ominously just a few feet from where i firmly planted my feet. but Daddy was having none of that. walked towards me and caressed me a little, urging me to walk with him towards the woods. i whispered pleadingly that i couldnt go in. i wanted to tell him i wanted to go home, and that i didnt want to play anymore. i wanted to tell him i was scared. i wanted to yell out a safeword, and thought of nothing to say but the word "safeword". the only thing that was able to escape my throat was, "i dont do woods". it was the only thing intelligible enough for me to utter at that precise moment.

Daddy was not having any of that. he threatened to leave me where i was. and at that point, the tears started to roll down my face. he then walked towards me, and prys my hands and arms away from this tree that i clutched with my life, and he led me into the darkness. at this point, i was crying. hard. tears and snot covered my face, and all i could see in front of me was darkness. i closed my eyes, and my vision didnt change. it was just as dark as it had been with my eyes open. he slowly led me thru loose branches on the floor, and guided me to this giant tree.

i opened my eyes cautiously, thinking that maybe there was going to be an evil spirit popping up in front of my face, but all i see was darkness. he placed my hand on this tree, and it felt big and dry, as well as comforting. i placed my back onto this tree, and wiped my eyes and face. i then heard Daddy unbuckling his belt. at this point i just wanted to run, fast and hard, away from this god damned place. but i felt handicapped without my eyes.

Daddy then reached out to me, and forced me on my knees. he then shoved his cock inside my mouth. i was still crying and was hoping that he would be merciful, and tell me that everything would be ok, and that we were going to be headed home.

no.

that wasnt the case.

he continued his onslaught on my throat. i closed my eyes, and pictured his cock going down my throat. because it was still flaccid, i thought maybe the darkness had gotten to him psychologically as well. and for the first time, i hoped he wouldnt get excited.

far from where we were, i heard rustling. and then i heard some twigs snap. getting ready to run as fast and hard as i possibly could with my limited vision, i looked towards where i thought i heard the sound had come from. there was nothing there. with my fear coming back full-blown, yet frozen in my position, Daddy reached down to me, and tried to calm me down.

in doing so, he reached down, and shoved his cock back into my mouth. i then closed my eyes, and listened to him give me directions on what to do. at this point, all i heard was his voice, and the steady rhythm of his cock sliding in my mouth. after a few minutes, i could feel him growing inside my mouth. i didnt want to do this. i wanted to get away from the woods. but i was too afraid. not of him, but of getting lost here. the only rebellious thing i could do was close my throat.

Daddy then told me to open my throat. he slapped me in the face a few times to open up. finally giving up, i opened my throat, and he shoved his cock in, making me gag. i had gagged a few times, so hard that i tasted bile in my mouth. i pushed him away so i could spit it out, and continue. i knew i had lost, so i just did as he said. he pushed in deeper each time, gradually increasing his speed. the next thought that went into my head surprised even me: i hoped he would get done soon.

on a normal situation, i would make fun of a man that climaxed too quickly, but because i hated the atmosphere, for the first time, i wanted it over and done with. after a few minutes of Daddy fucking me in my mindless state, he ordered me on my feet. he told me to turn around and bend over. i obediently complied.

i felt his finger looking for my pussy. and by now, im just thinking that maybe i had dried up because of my fear. but, and i dont know if this is unfortunate or not, i was still wet. i felt his head looking for the entrance, and at first, it was kind of going everywhere. and then it tried to find its way inside me. pain shot up from my pussy all over my body. all i could think of was, im not a virgin anymore! why does it feel like i am?!? Daddy then stood up straight, and tried again. sheer pain rushed through my body. the memories of losing my virginity flooded my mind, washing away my fear. i felt like i was being ripped in half! the pain was so intense, it almost brought me to my knees.

Daddy then took it off after a brief moment of being inside me, and instructed me to turn around. he placed his cock back in my mouth and he told me he was about to cum. relief washed over me, knowing he was about to climax. he then spilled his load all over my face, some of it going on my glasses and on my eyelids. i kept my eyes closed the entire time.

Daddy then pulled his pants up, and i wiped my face. a little of Daddys cum went in my eyes. he then took my hands and guided me out of the woods. as we walked me out, i wiped my face a little. he had instructed me not to wipe, but it was too late. as soon as we got out of the woods, he felt my face, and wiped off the excess cum that i wasnt able to wipe off. the damage had been done, however. a little bit of it, had gotten to my right eye. at that point, i couldnt help but laugh. as soon as we were out of the woods, Daddy held my hand and my back, and led me out of the park, and onto the main road.

the only thing was, he was making me walk fast, and at the same time, he kept looking back. i asked him what was wrong, and he continually said nothing was wrong. but his actions and behaviour alarmed me. i told him that he was scaring me. he assured me that there was nothing back where we were, and walked me through the main road. i paused a little to wipe my glasses, and placed them back on.

by the time we had gotten to our cars, i asked him if he had gotten his cock all the way inside me, and he said no, that i was too tight, and that i needed to be stretched out more. i also told him that i never once believed that a person could regain their virginity. it sounded ludicrous to me! but at that exact moment, i felt exactly how i felt when i was a virgin, having sex for the first time. i did let him know that while at the woods, i wasnt scared of him, or the situation. i was afraid of the atmosphere, and possibly seeing ghosts. it felt silly, really, confessing that to him. it was not logical. it was very silly of me. lol, he ended up calling me a silly girl. and i told him that im a big dork. but thinking back then...all i knew was that my inner 5-year old came out, and it really was the most unflattering light i presented myself to him.

Daddy then asked if i was ready to be tied up. i smiled, and told him that im excited, and at the same time scared. i knew it was going to hurt, i just didnt know how much.

on the way home, i thought back to the time in the woods, and about how i couldnt even utter the word "safeword", and i realized...we had thought of a safeword, and it was the easiest safeword to remember! it was a 3-letter word! but apparently, when real freak-out mode overtook my common sense, my body just freezes and everything else gets thrown out the window. when i got home, i sent Daddy a text message letting him know that i had gotten home safely.

i did dream that night. and it was of ghosts. :-/ wtf...