The Oscar Morales Shotaro Complex

The Oscar Morales Shotaro Complex

Shotacon



Shotaroo conpurekksu

Shōtarō complex

Show-tah-row com-plex


Shotacon is a Japanese slang portmanteau of the phrase Shōtarō complex and describes an attraction to young boys, or an individual with such an attraction. Outside Japan, the term is less common and most often refers to a genre of manga and anime wherein pre-pubescent or pubescent male characters are depicted in a suggestive or erotic manner.




Quick footsteps next to a bouncing ball echoed through the hall, dressing the yelling and cheering of the audience like lyrics perfectly melting with the music. Then a set of smaller feet shifted and paced toward me. I narrowed my stance and shifted my feet, preparing for the defense.“Defense,”clap clap clap“defense,” was the song that filled the hall at once. The ball neared and so did its owner. I shifted my weight lightly and motioned left, right, right, forward and quickened my pace. “Oscar,” My eyes searched the field till I saw a small hand “Jordyn!” The ball flew over the court and bounced right for his feet which accelerated ready for take off. The feet left the ground and leaped through the air, the ball flying the highest of all was slammed through the hoop. Buzzer!

As soon as his little feet landed on the ground the whole team tackled him onto the ground. “You did it Oscar, You did it!” I yelled, hugging him with one arm and ruffling his dark blond hair while we were rolling on the ground with the rest of the team. Oscar's hazel eyes twinkled and he smiled brightly at me even though he had been crushed by the two largest players of our team. The audience was cheering and some guys our other teams had joined the pile upon Oscar already. “With this buzzer dunk, #11 Oscar Morales made the Venice High School state champion!” the announcer boomed over the speakers. And finally standing straight up, we were jumping in one big circle.

When everyone parted and went to gather it's belongings I took place on a bench to pack my sports bag. I was looking around for my ball not leaving the bench when Oscar slid onto it next to me. “Hey J, I got your ball for you,” he smiled at me putting one hand on the bench behind me so he could lean in a bit more. “Thank you Ozzy Wozzy,” I reached for my ball as he moved the ball away from me. “You forgot the part that says here is you reward Ozzy,” he eyed me, now smirking as he lifts his brows quickly. “Oscar,” I pretended a sigh. “Reward,” he said too playfully to sound stern. I sighed for real this time and leaned in, resting my forehead against his. My arm was around his neck, “you can come and pick me up for the party tonight,” I whispered as my fingers played with his hair. I leaned back and grabbed my ball quickly, smiling triumphantly as I put it in my bag. “Great, pick you up at ten?” “That'll be alright I guess,” I trailed off since Oscar leaned in again. Slowly and warily closing the distance between us with his lips covering mine. After just seconds our lips parted from each other, our eyes opened, but our were still connected. Oscar licked his lips, “what was that for?” I whispered. “My favorite way of saying thank you, remember it well if you ever want to thank me again,” he flashed a bright smile. I can't remember Oscar being so jauntily, it was definitely a sexy trait. I swear I could feel butterflies flutter in my stomach. I leaned back and ran my hair through his damp dark blond hair. He smiled at me, still leaning forward.

“Hey man, stop mauling your girl and start moving already, last one in the shower is gonna get a whipping. If you're quick Clifford will get his redhead ass beaten up.” Kai Chun yelled at Oscar as he motioned him to hurry up.

“Sorry Jordyn can't let that happen, see ya at ten,” he waved and he was gone just like that. Time to make my way to the dressing room as well. “Well what would you know,” I turned around finding Serenity and 4 other cheerleaders standing behind me. I rolled my eyes, “ I don't have time for this,” I turned to continue my way when she suddenly started talking again. “Can't believe you are so easy, I guess Oscar was right.” I stopped in my tracks and turned around again. “O now you got time to hear it don't you? Well since I already got your attention...”
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A knock on the door, I sighted I was still trying to fix the eyeliner line. O, how I hate putting on make-up, but tonight was the party. Winning today’s game made us state champion so, tonight’s party was going to be epic. “Jordyn, open up.” A masculine voice sounded from the other side of the door.

“Yeah I'm coming just...” I opened the door and swallowed my words. I stood eye in eye with Oscar his hazel eyes eyeing deeply into mine. He wore white button down with a pair of black Kani Jeans and plain white Jordan’s. Classy.

“Uhh…” I started, “Oscar,” I tried to fix my posture. ”Looking good,” I tried to sound platonic. He smiled and gave me a once over, his lips parting slightly. I had done my best to look good for tonight; I'd loosen up my black hair and fitted my self a spaghetti strap not to tight but still form fitting black dress. I laughed nervously at his reaction when he spoke.

“No way, Jordyn you are actually wearing a dress,” and started to laugh at me, playfully shoving my shoulder as he did so.

“Shut up moron, you are actually wearing something else than a jersey,” I punched his shoulder.

“Yeah,” he shrugged. “I figured that it was time to change my definition of casual.” I grinned at him, he was the type of guy that lives in basketball jerseys and sleeps with his basketball. You'd rarely see him being dressed casual. I must say he was looking pretty good at the moment. Then again I was like 3 years older; he was just a kid, a baby boy to me, so I didn't even start thinking about me and him anymore. I mean come on he’s just a freshman and I’m a senior. What the hell would that be.

“...Awesome!” Tearing me away from my thoughts. “Come again”

“Stop standing there, let's go tonight is gonna be awesome!” He smiled at me while holding an open hand before me. I grabbed his hand and left my dorm.

As soon as we arrived at the party Oscar ran off to his friends leaving me at the bar. I looked around for a while and let my eyes rest upon Kai Chun. Kai Chun Zhan was the point guard  of our team. Kai Chun was a straight away eye catcher at 5.8. He was hot, arrogant, dark eyes and spiky black shiny hair that was styled with some gel. He was always looking good, maybe too good. Rumours were he was gay or bi at least. All I had to say was, well let's find that shit out. As I was walking towards Kai Chun  someone grabbed my hand.

“Don't tell me you gonna order Chinese again,” Lillian yelled at me.

“Lil! O shut up,” I laughed and playfully slapped her shoulder.

“Hahaha, no seriously girl you aren’t aiming for Kai Chun again are you?” She laughed. “You should know by now you shouldn’t try to fetch the Chiney.”

“Why shouldn’t I? He is freaking hot.”

“Well of course he is, but he beds a different girl every night. You don’t want to be a manwhore’s toy now would you? Be nothing but just another notch in his bedpost.” She pointed her finger to show me how two girls were busy sandwiching Kai Chun on the dance floor. The girl in front was making out with him and his hand was already halfway up her shirt already. “He’s probably shit faced, he started drinking right after the game ended.”

“Yeah well maybe you are right,” she gave me the eye. “ As usual,” I added, receiving a bright smile from my best friend.

“Yeah, you owe me big time. If it wasn’t for me you would end up fucking all the manwhores our school has to offer.” She proudly dusted off her shoulder causing me to laugh.“O shut up before I make you,” I snickered.

The music was playing loud, yet our voices weren't inferior to its loudness and we had the greatest fun talking about the guys and the manwhores, who fucked whom and so on. Though I hoped she would leave one name unspoken, I knew it was inevitable.

“So what about you and Oscar?” My face went from ‘haha’smile to ‘nervous little schoolgirl’ smile.

“What about us?” I tried to sound certain.

“Well he’s pretty cute isn’t he? Why won’t you try him, the two of you are looking so cute together. Plus half the school thinks you guys are already dating, some are saying you guys already...”

“Lil, Lil, LIL! Stop it right there.” I interrupted her rudely.

“For the love of......Lil, he's a freshman, he could have been my little brother. And this is the utter confirmation that you spent too much time with the Anime club.”

“What!” She smiled innocently at me. “You still mad about the hentai movie night? I told you It’s just an animation and..”

“No. It's perverse,” I loathed. Trying to not think about the images of the shotacon hentai movie we'd watched that night, much to my regret.

“Then so is porn,”she ridiculously rolled her eyes, not taking a word serious.

“I am talking about your favorite genre Lillian April Kansas”

“Wooooohh, my full name, you serious? Speak up girl!”

I looked  around to see if anyone was following our conversation since we had loud voices. My glance stopped at Oscar for just a split second, he was talking with friends and winked at me. “I’m talking about Shotacon Lil,"I managed to bring up.

“What? Why is that such a big deal anyway, nobody takes Shotaro’s serious in Anime.” She laughed and hugged me comfortably.

“I do,” I muttered in her hug.

“Chick, why? It's just an animation, nobody's taking that shit for real.” She tried to assure me.

“You don’t have to have that awkward look on your face, I know what this is all about.” She looked me deeply in my eyes and teasingly gestured “Oscar!”

I turned around and entered the dance floor leaving her laughing at me teasingly. I just didn’t want to hear it, Oscar, Oscar, Oscar, Oscar. There was nothing going on between the two of us. Sure we were hanging out together but yeah, we were team mates. Team mates can't afford to avoid each other. Team mates also can't afford to be in love with each other, it would just fuck up the team. Besides being team mates, he was just a freshman, how serious would people consider that relationship. Damn it I wanted distraction and quickly scanned the around my eyes meeting Clifford’s blue ones. Hmm. Clifford, well it could've been worse.

“Hi Jordyn.” He waved at me and I saw his mouth in motion but all I heard was ‘Rough Sex’ of Vybz Kartel featuring Delicious. Dancehall always keeps me going and luckily for me Clifford loved Dancehall as much as I do. He placed his hands on my hips and asked me if it was al right, sure I mean what else do we have Dancehall for other than grinding of fucking? At least Clifford had some moveable hips so dancing with him was just a pleasure. Of course I felt him down under but Clifford and I were team-mates and those things just happen when you grind someone.

As we enjoyed our dance I saw Oscar glare at me somewhere in the crowd. Even though his expression was unreadable from that distance, I could tell he wasn't pleased with the sight of Clifford grinding me. But then again why would he make such a big deal out of it, I mean I know Oscar thinks Clifford is an ass but it's not like something is going on. There is nothing going on between me and Clifford nor me and Oscar. Besides if Oscar wanted to dance with me he shouldn't have let me hanging, right?

When the song ended I went looking for Oscar with Lillian behind me. Encountering Oscar wasn't the best thing to happen; he was grinding a blond girl, from the bimbo expression I took she was a cheerleader. Fuck, wait that wasn't just a cheerleader. It was fucking Serenity. The way she was grinding her ass on him really made something snap inside me.
“Fuck no,” I spat stomping towards them. The moment our eyes met his gaze went immediately to the ground. Lillian grabbed me and dragged me away from the scene.

“Hellooooo, Jordyn? JORDYN! You know your left eye is twitching right?” She waved her hand in front of me. All I could do was clenching my teeth while staring at  a random spot. Lillian rolled her green eyes, grabbed my shoulder and shook me heavily. She'd rested her hands in her side, tapped her foot and cocked her head to the left.

”Girl,” she exhaled forcefully, giving me the eye. Boy get prepared for an argument.

“Have you lost your mind grinding Clifford?” she started.

“Lil chill, I wasn't such a big deal” I lied for what seemed the hundredth time today.

“Oscar thought different.”

“Well I'm not Oscar's am I?”

“Not yet and you know it.”

“Yeah right, as if it would ever happen. Lil he's a freshmen.”

“Big deal, when was the last time the world stopped turning over an age difference?”

“I'm like 3 years older that the boy, is something like that even legal?”

“No problem as long as you are minors, Jordyn Sierra Gramarye, you cannot pretend you don't know you guys are in love with each other”

“O so now I'm in love eh?”

“O my god, stop seeking excuses. It's has been obvious since forever,” she waved her hands in the air.

“There is nothing going to happen because we aren't in love.”

“Jordyn,” she poke firmly.

“What, fine but I'm not in love with Oscar, I have no actual feelings for him, he's too young, he's just a kid. Everybody thinks that I'm some kind of fucking paedophile. This is never gonna work out...this...”

“I can't believe this...” A masculine voice spoke from behind me. As much as I didn’t want to I had to turn around and I did slowly. There I stood eye in eye with a dark blond haired boy slightly taller then me, his hair damp and dishevelled, his cheeks flustered and his hazel eyes looking hurt.

“Oscar…” His head was slightly hanging but his eyes were still gazing at me.

“I… just…I.“ I couldn’t speak a word, his gaze penetrated right through my heart. I wanted to tell him that I loved him but I didn’t know why I couldn’t put myself to say that aloud.
“You what Jordyn?” His words were hard and cold. An uncomfortable silence filled the corridor as we just stood there, both speechless trying to avoid each others gazes.

Suddenly he lifted his head one tear running down his cheek and turned around and left the scene. My world collapsed, that one tear broke my heart. A sharp sting assaulted my heart as tears filled my eyes. I didn't know what to do anymore.

“Jordyn?” I heard Lillian, but didn’t respond at all. As soon she reached for my shoulder I ran away leaving a trail of tears behind. My destination was the only place that could cure my heart.

I love Oscar I finally admitted to myself while I was running. Why am I so scared to tell him? He is in love with me. Me. And what the hell am I doing to him? How could I be so stupid, so fucking platonic.




“Well what would you know,”

“I don't have time for this,”

“Can't believe you are so easy, I guess Oscar was right.”

“Right about what? That you are actually a stuck up bitch?”

“No, but thanks for the compliment. I was talking about his bet with Kai Chun.”

“A bet?”

“Yeah, haven't you heard about it from anyone? What kind of team are you guys. Oscar's just playing you.” She ridiculed me.

I rolled my eyes at her.

“They made a bet, if Oscar could get in your pants before the winter break Kai Chun would pay him.”

“That's so ridiculous”

“Is it? Oscar said he accepted the bet because you were the easiest girl to get in bed for him.”
“Yeah right..”

“Plus most people think you are kinda sad trying to get it on with a 14 year old. Some even call you a paedophile, I can't blame them though, it's like having sex with your little brother. Just a piece of my mind.” she gave me an arrogant once over.

“You better get your ass out off my sight before I'll give you a piece of my mind ”

“Whatever, paedophile.”she held up her hand toward me a she and her group passed me.

“O and for your information Oscar is in love with me, just as it should be two freshmen together.”

Bet...
Just playing you...
Paedophile…
Like it should be…
Serenity…



“Oscar” open the door please, I slammed on his door. “Why should I?” “Please Oscar.”
No reply, tired of running defeat pulled me to the ground I was blackening out.

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Slowly opening my eyes I found myself in an unknown room on a large soft bed. The sound of soft snoring attracted my attention and I turned to the source. Oscar! He was sleeping next to me still fully clothed; he must have fell sleep like that. He looked so adorable and peaceful it made my heart jump. I reached out to him and moved a strand of hair that disturbed the perfect sight of his lovely face. This little motion made him open his eyes gradually, as they registered my presence, his expression changing in a slightly relieved one.

“Hey...” he spoke softly and took my hand which was resting on his cheek in his.

“Hey,” I spoke softly and turned on my side.

“Oscar I..” He'd put his forehead against mine, prevented any speech by putting his thumb on my lips and whispered. “I love you and I don't care what everyone else thinks, neither should you.” His thumb traced down and finally sealed my lips with a kiss. The kiss was tenderly  and Oscar shifted to settle his self on top of me. Deepening the kiss while his tongue was gently seeking an entrance, he cupped my face in his hands. Our tongues weren't battling for dominance, on the contrary they were dancing together sensually. He brushed the backside of his hand against my cheek when we parted, looking deep into my eyes with a slight blush covering his cheeks. Tears filled my eyes again, “Oscar, I...Love....Everybody thinks I'm a paedophile for just loving you.” I spoke while tears rolled down my cheeks.

“Who thinks you are? I never heard anyone said that.”

“Serenity, that cheerleader...”

“Serenity? You mean the slut that was like all over me?”

“Slut?”

“Well, yeah, I'm sorry but a girl who lacks so much self-esteem that she corners me in a room to give me head, isn't really the definition of a well raised girl in my dict.”

“She said you loved her.”

“Nah, I only loved her giving me head like that, Kai Chun was right she is the blowchamp.” I gave him a weird look.

”What? Come on, I'm still a guy aren't I? You can't blame me for being loving a blowjob nor for being a guy can you?” He put on one of his witty expressions causing both of us to laugh.
I knew that there wasn't a bet going on because I Oscar told me about a bet he and Kai Chun  agreed on.; attending class naked. Serenity twisted the whole story. Factly Oscar chickened out and ended up being locked up with Serenity in a dressing room. Nobody knows what happened there but, I'm still mad at Kai Chun and Clifford for pulling that one on Oscar.

“Ozzy Wozzy.” I pinched his cheek playfully. “ You know I can do anything,” I purred seductively.

“You wish.” He huskily whispered and stoked his lips against mine. One swift moment and I was laying on top of the boy straddling his hips.

“Anything.” I stated dominating while kissing his neck making him shiver as he lay there. I slowly unbuttoned his shirt as his hands stroked my back, tenderly for as much as he could control his self. I softly nibbled his earlobe earning soft moans from Oscar which I found rather arousing. When I'd undressed Oscar I sat up straight just watching him. He was so pure and sincere, I'd love him truthfully and the thought of us finally being together made me devoutly prosperous.

Although he was 14, his body was masculine and slightly muscular due intensive basketball practices. His voice was already husky, his slightly extended sideburns were well kept and he'd shaved the rest of the facial hair that messed up his pretty face away. Oscar blushed due my intensive once over . He gently assaulted my neck as he hovered over me in his short. Oscar knew I've had my share of guys but that didn't make him feel uncomfortable. Oscar carefully undressed me and looked in awe at my naked posture. I saw his member tenting in his short as he resisted the urge to touch it. I curled up under the covers as I followed his every move.

“What about...if I took of my short?” I giggled at his nervousness. He could be so jauntily I almost forgot he was just turning 15 in a month or so.

“I almost forgot you're 14, still a virgin aren't you?” A small smile dressed my face.

“Of course I am.” He seemed offended.

“Of course? Most guys would be ashamed to admit it”

“Most guys don't know how it feels to be in love. I mean there are enough girls like Serenity that try me but, they will never get me.”

“You are so wise,” I smiled at him.

“I am in love,” he whispered on top of me, against my lips, embracing me in his arms.

He kissed me once more and licked my lips gently as I granted access. It seems he has been waiting for this to happen for a long time. I figured he was greatly enjoying our intimacy because he almost bit his tongue when I stroked upwards his member. I was playing with the band of his short, feeling him concentration fade. When I'd finally freed his length which was proudly standing, Oscar broke the kiss. He sat up straight, inhaled deeply as my fingers played with his member, every stroke made him suck in some air. He gently lifted my chin when I'd prepared myself to lay my lips on his member.

“I don't want you to dishonor yourself like that Jordyn,” his thumb stoked my cheek gently.

“But just seconds ago you acted like you couldn't resist a blowjob due your male being whatever,” I said confused.

“There is no way Serenity could dishonour herself more except for participating in a orgy or such. So if she wants to, I'll let her, I don't care about her at all.” he chuckled. “But,” he continued, “I do care about you more then you might figure.”

“You are very special you know that?” I said, stroking his cheek lovingly.

“Am I?” he blushed shyly

I figured the next motion would be enough of an answer for Oscar. I motioned his member as the stir build up. His pants sounded ever so satisfying to my ears, I was doing a great job so it seemed, I couldn't help but smile at his sound. He groaned as he climaxed, his face carrying this cute expression. He wiped the semen with a tissue and grabbed a condom which I fitted him since he admitted he'd be to clumsy.

“Don't you want me to do something?” he asked me already positioning between me legs.

“No, I'm fine Oscar. Thanks for asking, some guys can be so rude you know, just wanting their own climax” I trailed off.

He nodded shyly and silently penetrated me with his gaze. Rather clumsy he positioned his extended self at my entrance and gently slipped in, which caused him to moan softly. Melting together we moved our hips rhythmically and started a voyage.

Oscar licked my neck making me release the moan I was holding back. He gradually picked up his pace, moaning with every entry, as my nails dug deeper in his back. I could tell it aroused him from the way he grunted, eyes filled with lust.

Lost in passion, moans filling the room like music, every sound the bed made with them completed the sexual atmosphere.

I fold my legs around his hips to let him penetrate deeper, holding him tightly while moaning his name. Oscar was panting heavily, sweat dripping off his forehead, working towards his climax. Another swift movement and I was sat on top of Oscar, rocking up and down, straddling his hips as  did so.

Oscar groaned as he reached the point of no-return along with me, arching my back for I reached my orgasm. I  collapsed on top of him, sweat covering our bodies as we tried to catch our breath.

I tried to steady my breathing pattern while looking at Oscar for as far as I could see him. He was nuzzling his head in the crook of my neck, gently kissed it. My fingers ran through his dark blond hair. Suddenly he raised his head and eyed me. He grabbed my hand and brought it to his lips.

“I love you so much, Jordyn. I don't care what the world wants me to do as long as I just can be with you,” he whispered against the back of my hand, not taking his eyes off me. I looked at him and didn't know what to say. The fire in his eyes had strengthen his statement. He hovered over me once more and gently kissed me on the lips.

“Good night Jordyn,” he whispered against her my lips. Settling his head in the crook of my neck again and fell asleep. I stared at the ceiling, thinking about what Oscar just said, unconsciously tightening my embrace. "Why was I making a big deal out of this again...?" I sighed to myself. A ray of sunlight disturbed my thoughts and told me I should surrender to sleep already, for I'd ignored my heavy eyelids. And so I did.