Warning, Save Me if You Want

For more than 17 years, my hurt grew strong.
The end, I feel, is all too near,
And every moment that passes,
Is a moment too long.

All I've asked for was eternal love,
Is that so much? After all the torment, I've endured,
I dare not bare another man's unloving touch.


I hate the fact that I shall not see my 18th year,
But all the painful memories, what everyone has done,
Helps me remember,
Every fallen tear.

Drowning myself in hatred music is only temporary.
If no being comes to my aid,
I will appear frozen at 17, black and white,
In an obituary.

I can assure you; my end won’t hurt a bit.
A tiny pinch to let the injection coarse its way through my veins.
The light begins to fade as my body falls,
Into a dark and bottomless pit.


I wish it wouldn’t have to end this way.
I could never have the chance to live peacefully.
If I was given a reason,
In this world, I would stay.

I love you, I need you, stay with me forever.
You be mine and I’ll be yours till we cease to breathe.
I promise I won’t leave you alone and hurt you?
I would never.

Those words, will never be heard or spoken,
And the will to live is being lost fast.
I don’t think love for me exists,
For too many times my heart has been broken.

To relieve me of my sorrow, a small price to pay.
My everlasting thirst for love, I fear, will never stop.
Beware the sign of my approaching end,
For it comes after the empty, silent day.

This is my last plea for love that I will send.
All I want is to be loved endlessly and not to die.
Try to save me if you can before April 1st
or that shall be forever the day,
I end.