Troubled thoughts, emotions misunderstood, a love hidden from a gaze... |
New thoughts befuddle my mind Confusion sinks into my soul I sense your presence across the room That sensation makes my emotions lose control For so long you have intrigued me Been a constant in my dream Yet are conversations only consist of baner and a few words You must understnad things are not always as they seem I wish i could tell you Discover the mystery behind your ocean eyes But my confession is trapped By a fake loves lies An appearance kept up When these feelings could tear it apart Did you know your secretly looked upon As the other half to my heart You gave me the notebook of clues All they did was make these feelings increase You have captured me by your words And yet i dont wish for a release We could say I never saw it coming Excuses to why i feel this way Blame it on my nerves when im around you How i never know what to say When i pick at your hair Or you believe im insane Really i just cant make the words come out Their caught among my forbidden rain Ive truthfull never felt this way Thats why you still dont know As i watch you grow feelings for her And my heart sinks low We are acquaintes at best But i wish for more When i shouldnt because of him But of these emotions i could have never be more sure So as your reading this now If your putting together the clues Please stop my shaking hand that writes And tell me if for the first time i lose But if i win I beg of you to take me by the hand Look into my troubled eyes And with your poetic words tell me you understand Because im falling into the arms of a shadow Tm into the unknown Im lost among confusion I'm surrounded yet still alone |