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I was feeling down one day.Not sure of my future and my surrounding. |
as i sat by the pond i saw the reflection of myself.. i seems not to know that it was own self any more the ripples on the water caused by the gentle wind made it harder to see the apparition on the surface it seems like a totally another man gone were the days where you are sure of oneself where confidences fly high like soaring of the majestic bald eagle nothing seems impossible to me and nothing seems to break my spirit like a teak wood it takes a very sharp blade to cut this weary self as i prodded myself on that calm water its just a shadowy figure of myself while the backgrounds were bright and light im just a blur image on that jaded pond i wish life has been abit gentler on me now as i reach my half mark of this life the more i wish my kinship to be closer the farther they are spreading like the doppler effect getting farther far and wide its hard to hold everything with these rough hands it feels like jello so hard to keep it together and you end up spilling some but there are still much to save and im counting on the one that i managed to hold to keep me going for the last miles i looked at myself at the pond there so much beauty to it its not whats on the pond that i should be thinking about but the marvels that it holds outside of it i may not be that comfortable with what i have to go through but im grateful that it is the best that i can achieved it may not buy me a jetplane or a burj but its sure feels comfortable more than a neverland so as i looked again at the pond i didnt see myself as what i want but all the ripples and changes to the silhouette makes me truly realise that that i should be just what i am. |