Numb

To be awake means to have to deal.
To have to deal means pain.
To be in pain means ultimate downfall.
Ultimate Downfall means death.
And death means Peace.
Ironic?

No wonder people contemplate suicide.
When living becomes too much…
And your tears will not subside.

You try to look up
But no answers are to follow
The darkness takes it’s toll
Your insides they are so hollow.

Find your inner strength they say..
Your answers will come soon..
But it’s just too late for that
My body’s now immune.

1 Corinthians 10:13
13 The temptations in your life are no different from what others experience. And God is faithful. He will not allow the temptation to be more than you can stand. When you are tempted, he will show you a way out so that you can endure.