Our beautiful Ballad

HAHA, you're leaking blood- I’m about to dance in you're flood. Sorry I don't mean to be this euphoric, but you left your dagger in my back. You remember that? I bet you do, and when you sleep the guilt eats at you, doesn’t it? Don’t deny it, you already know you sleep and you dream about me... you can never get me off your mind... maybe that’s why you're so far behind. I don't feel bad, for when I came to you with a shattered heart... you laughed. You took the broken piece and slid it down my back. You knew I was vulnerable, and you found it was the easiest time to attack. I cried for years, and years. WHAT THE FUCK... it was you I feared! It was you, in whom I held all my trust. I shared my dreams; I shared my secrets in which I never told a soul, I gave you my innocence. For years I remained broken... I never wanted to awake... but my depression has left me, one beautiful day. And god has left me with rage... rage and fury. I will come and attack; now you're looking at me with your eyes wide open- HAHA I find it fucking humorous when you're so off track. You’re glancing at me like- FUCK- how'd she get me under her spell? Now it's time to walk through hell. Remember what you told me? That rainy day, you left me! You left me in the pouring rain, you snatched your umbrella that you once so generously gave me... it wouldn't stop raining. I ran, I ran... I strived to reach to my house. But it’s as if god wanted me to drown. At first, I was furious with my savior! But I knew his little plan; he wanted me to gain strength... He wanted me to gain strength and return to you! You once called me weak, unfortunate, and powerless.. hahahaha! I remember that. And now that I’m here, you arrogant little FUCK.. You’re pacing away... I SMELL your fear... you're like a little infant today... it’s funny how the tables turn. Who’s the weak one now!?
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