till death do we part

The pain i feel in my pounding chest,
its truly over whelming,
as time floats by i wonder why,
we could never be together,

what i felt was not love,
but a raging fire,
deep inside my lungs,
waiting to burst in to life,

i had to i couldn't stop myself,
she heard she turned she smiled,
she said I've been waiting to hear that,
she said what i wanted she said yes,

my love was true as i had feelings for you,
the desire the lust the love the lost
i was happy giddy contented fallen,
being with her sent shots up my spine,

i was finally with her to for good and for better,
we were together for many years,
but there was a year that can bring the fear,
to remember how much you love and need them,

she had cancer 2 months to live,
we were all with each other all the way,
never to leave her to her dyeing day,
the day arrived with a tearful call she was gone

never to be loved again till death do we part,
the ache was to great from the sleepless nights,
she stayed in my mind never to leave,
for every girl that walks past is just another fading face,

for everything that reminded me of her,
was just a pain filled memory,
that never left i cant live like this,
but knowing that somewhere somehow we will meet again,
brought a smile to my face.