asdfghjkl;

I'm sick of your lies
I'm sick of your goodbyes
I'm sick of you making me think we have a chance
when all you do is leave me alone and not even spare me a glance.

I'm sick of failing to hate you,
I'm sick of trying to forget you,
I'm sick of not being able to live without you,
and I'm sick of doubting myself because of you.

I hate it when you don't try enough
and I hate it when you act like you dont give a fuck.
I hate it when you lie to me,
and most of all, I hate that you and I will never be.