Even Now

It started with a single kiss,
Never expected to love you like this.
Your already over me and completely gone,
And yet I’m finding it impossible for me to move on.
You the only thing I think about,
Its like my mind just wont kick you out.
You’re the first boy I was ever able to love,
The only thing I can ever dream of.
That’s why I always stay up at night,
Since you left its like nothing goes right.
Everyday is harder than the last,
I just wish I could go back to the past.
Since that won’t happen I do the next best thing,
I look like I’m alive but inside I’m dying.
I pretend I’m over you and that I’m just fine,
But we both know what is really in this heart of mine.
Because I loved you once and I love you still,
I always have and I think I always will.