"your lies"

After years of marriage, i can no longer make you smile. the look you keep in your eyes can't convince me otherwise that your love has died. your attention spand is streched out for miles; days go by with more and more of your lies. no longer can i sit around playing the nice guy. look into my eyes. look in my eyes; tell me did my love die? you didn't bother giving me the chance to bring back the romance, you made the choice where i stand. behind my back you cheat! out in the open holding hands walking in the streets; making late night phone calls thinking i'm asleep. you doug a whole too big, now you're standing in your mess waist deep. but i guess the jokes on me HAHA HEE HEE, while you're over there playing house with a man who's not me. pillow talking in another mans bed. hugged up, covered up under his sheets. why would you do this to me?