When Will I Learn

I’ve lived so long,
Suffered so much,
Yet I continue to walk in the same path.
When will I learn?
When will I survive?
I’ve died so many times…
I’ve revived so little…
When will I…
When…?
I walk but I see nothing.
I talk but words of despair…
I feel,
But only hatred and sorrow
Maybe pain
When will I learn to live?

It has been difficult. I’ve gone through so much in such a short time. Just a couple of months ago I moved, the biggest mistake of my life! The day which made me and destroyed me.