Lost Heart

This is a poem I wrote in a slightly depressed mood.

Hid away
Locked away
Boxed away
So I cannot feel
In the dark
Without a spark
I have no heart
So I can't get hurt
I cannot think
Too low to sink
An armor chink
The damage has been done
The memory fades
Much I'd trade
For a happy day
Just to find true love
I have a dream
And it would seem
I'm in a team
But I know it is a lie
I'm losing time
I've lost the rhyme
I want to cry
My dreams are all I have
Buried in books
I only look
For the hook
Of a relationship that's true
I come to train
To feel the pain
I feel the rain
But I feel nohing else
My heart's a shroud
A darkened cloud
A heart unfound
I am alone in here
The voices call
I feel the fall
Into nothing at all
The abyss has claimed me once again