WhErE aM i ?????

I’m in the in between



I was sent to the blue horizon;

Between heaven and earth

I’m dreaming, the same dream

Every single day.



The smell of tombs.

The scream that no one hears;

The sound of my heart beating;

familiar voices calling to me.

I’m hearing them everywhere.



I wanted to go there.

i know that if I do,

There’s no coming back.



I am standing  in front of the door;

The door of my house;

Afraid to go in.

Terrified to not find any one.



I am in  the back yard;

I am watching my dad working;

I am flying in the air;

He becomes  to wonder,

Should he put away my memory.



I’m afraid now more than ever;

Afraid to be forgotten.

I am seeing the light out there;

It’s  calling me.



I don’t want to leave my world;

I don’t want to leave my family;

All I want is to be free,

Free again.



I hate being a prisoner.

I’m stuck in the blue horizon,

It’s time to put all this behind.



I am in the cemetery.

I can't believe my eyes;

there's a grave with my name on.



Oh my God , I’m dead !

What am I now?

The dead girl, the missing girl;

I’m nothing but a ghost.



I am hearing a sound telling me;

We can’t control this;

At the end you will understand,

Everybody dies.

You have to let it go,

They’re waiting for you.



I am seeing the light coming again,

It is very shiny.

Somebody is coming through;

I can't believe it;

He is someone I know;

He  asks me to hold his hands.



He is so beautiful; 

More than he was before,

His face is  shining like the sun.



I take his hands and fly away,

To a place so beautiful;

More than you can imagine,

Where everything is possible.



Now,  I begin to see things in a way

That let me hold the world,

Without me in it.