Despair to Repair

I am lost in this plight

Have no energy inside me to fight

My almost never-ending thoughtless thoughts

Hopefulness fiction of worthless shite

I will never be satisfied

Never content

I will never be comfortable in what I encounter

As no days the same

No one is to blame

Slit of the wrist will I then find bliss?

Fuck off

Care for others more than myself
Happiness, anger, hatred and peace

Only a few I’ve mentioned placing them into sections

As tomorrow is a new day

Guarantee those emotions will transpire

Easy to activate

That’s my life

Mind frame fucked from the start

My good is an illusion

Gun pressed to disconnect

Contradiction and lies

Different feelings with new beginnings

Every fucking second

Always reaching the point of despair

Repair

Happiness and bliss when thinking of your kiss

You need to hold me forever

As you can see I bleed easy

Cannot keep myself together

Unless you’re here

Your soft lips

Smooth skin

The smell of your hair

Calm me down

Speak out loud

About anything or nothing

Just make me proud

I will cherish you till the day I die

That mindset is forever

Brutal honesty will keep out the lies