hidden feeling

have you ever wondered why when you go to ask your girlfriend whats wrong with her,she tells you nothing or i don't know or everything
do anybody know that answer?
when i finally get her to crack she tells me that she still has feelings for her ex girlfriend Raven
when i heard this i really didn't know what to think just that i wish i wouldn't have asked her what was wrong
but in a way i am glad that she told me because i know where she is coming from only because i still have feelings for my ex girlfriend Gabrielle
so i know how she feels about her ex she wishes she could be back with her she wishes she didn't lose her as a friend as her love.
i blame myself for her lost only because i rushed her in to going out with me i didn't give her anytime to think i wanted her so bad that i begged her to be with me
now i wish she didn't hurt so bad but there is nothing i can do now its over and done with.
i still wish till this very day i wouldn't have found out what was wrong with her
i still worry about what if she comes back what if she gos back to her
than what will i do?
does anybody know that answer???