I miss you

I miss you so much
It's been a long time since we've touched
and though your not good for me
I crave you everytime you leave
I try to stay away, as long as I can
but you keep pulling me close
those cold nights are when I miss you the most
when I think about us I cry
cause I thought I needed you in my life
You took away everyone I loved
but inside I would choose you when push comes to shove
I'm not over you yet ,just taking one step at a time
I depended on you when I had problems
cause you always knew the right way to solve them
Even though you caused me so much pain
I miss sticking you in my veins
Often times my loved ones ask me why?
I'd say.....becuase you gave me the ultimate high