Heart with Fears

Words caught in my throat
Thougths sprinting wildy in my mind
Too many decisions to make
Don't know which road to take
Can't find the right things to say
Just wish this pain could dissapear with the waves
Or at least be tamed with the force of my tears
My heart is not filled with blood, but instead with fears
What can I do, to make my vision become clear?
Cause everything just seems to fog up my mirrors

I see how the moon lights up the night
Can't it help me overcome all my fights?
Nothing is what it was planned to be
But why does it have to be worst, than it's supposed to be?
I'm caught up with all the bad happening to me
Why can't I see all the good surrounding me?
Is He the only one who could see the good in me?
Indeed, I've seen that no one is stain free
There's no way of knowing what is meant to be

Hard to wake up, Hard to fall asleep
Everything is so numbed
In Understanding life, I've just become, a little too dumb
How do you fullfill all your dreams
When it only involves you becoming happy?