Trust

Things dont always turn out to the better , or maybe they do , but theyre predicted to be the other way around ...

trust is a major issue always in question in every single , straight relationship , it gets to define many encounters , ups and downs , levels and the longevity of these relationships and mostly their depth .... No matter how small these entrusted details are , its concealed for a reason...

At each relationship it plays a rather great deal around the outcome of this relationship, the prosperity of how two people connect , the gratification of higher levels of communication, the need for deeper evaluation of difficult matters , but when it gets to be questioned it reveals a gap that might never be filled , a gap that will draw a long line seperating two  persons , a line that may divide internally and forms this huge whole surrounding this relationship , as nuthing can ever pass it without falling and then disappearing , reasons and excuses usually try to build the connecting bridge but they rarely succeed they just fall and be clustered deep down the whole as garbage ... this whole might get to be filled with water if the other got to surpass and proves his misjudgement , and then they'll get to build a bridge over this little stream , and cross over to your heart and then trust is gained allgedly ... But as this bridge starts to weaken, gets old and damp from all the rain it witnessed , it might be used to cross out again as trust fades .. Which is rather unevitable and subsantially must occur for it has happened and will happen as time goes by ....

Will this trust be regained as it was , a blank white page, clear and dishonet free .... I'm in doubt ... Some may find the right method and material to fill it up and close the whole and walk over again , but as longs as the water is running down that stream , that bridge will be walked on again ... Maybe once or rather twice back and forth, but its a bridge connecting our two worlds of reality and fantasy ... Which is to be which is only defined by the legit sane and person in question of this matter of relationship ...

Needless I say my trust is rather hard to gain , killer to pain , an urge to ur  cravings , not attainable without no rain ... u start out with clear white sheet of paper ,then you can get to colour it with all the colours you desire ... Be them bright or lay them dark , it'll always get to be coloured in one way or another ...