Yesterday

I wake up,
and it hurts so much.
I feel the pain of yesterday,
and it hits me like a million heartbreaks at once.
I can feel you slipping away,
I don't know weather to pull you back,
or push you further.
My feelings are conflicting.
each pulling me seperate ways,
each wanting different things.
What do you do when everything you know,
just slips away,
everything you love vanishes?
So far away that you can barely see it anymore,
Where all you have,
are the memories from yesterday?