What If

I seen you for that one minute
Every bit alive in my heart
Every part of you perfect
In a blink of my eye
You were gone

Heaven took you all the way up
A month passed
I dream about you everyday
Wondering
What you would have done

I imagined you
Your first steps
Your first words
Your first fall
Your first day of school

The days never get easier
Nor do they get harder
Learned to accept it
Accept that you will never be here
I accept you are in a better place

Heaven is lucky
To have you up there
Healing all those lost souls
You were a miracle
I felt blessed to be your mother

REST IN PEACE Teaghen Annemarie Feburary 18 2010 (16 weeks in the womb)