Lost

Lost

I freaked last week
Out of my freakin' mind
Screaming in my car
Where no one could see
No one could hear
That's how I cry 
Alone
What became of hopeful dreams
A life after kids
Before death
Bring the death when the children are grown and gone
Nothing worth wild will be left
Hollow and empty as a terminal disease
What if you can't feel love
You feel the heavy drugs
Where do you end up
Cut afloat without direction
Anchor drifting onto the sea floor
Buried in alge and sand

Lost