Not Here

Not Here

He would have let me use him
He would have understood what I needed
He would have accepted my love and let me show my passion
He wouldn’t turn me away or expect me not to play
His interest would be mine
Why did he have to leave me here alone?
He knew I wasn’t strong enough to go out on my own
He tried to tell me, he pushed me so hard
I don’t understand the silence or the distance in our years
All I want is him and he is not here.

April 21, 2010
Michelle Klear